omg :((

i miss my school so bad , that was the greatest school ever :((
i want schooling at girl school la pops :((
SMKPT :(( imissyou ;'(

hai cloud

i wanna ask you something -.-'
asal bila i marah kan something , my english just like sooooooooo great ?
hahahah , weird isnt it -.-
but when im just okay , my english like ergh god !! what im suppose to say , idk much about english
and my english was so fuckin bad ,
hahahah ,
what a stupid i am -.-

F

baby , pls keep our word and keep our promise
iloveyousomuch sayang ,
im begging you , pls keep it :((

famy busuk !

YOU DAH BACA ! YOU SENYAP ! JANGAN BGTAO SESAPA ! MY BLOG IS MY SECRET TAHU -.- !

sorry *

im sorry cloud , quite busy right now

hello cloud :)

semua dah okay i guess :)
im happy with faez , and go die dgn mamat perasan tuh ,
kau ada awek , kau rindu dgn ex kau yg dah mati tu , engt aku kesah ke ?
nie aku tulis pon sbb menyampah kau perasan sgt engt aku marah or jeles watsoeve
hahah , pls lah weh !!
tada maknanya , i already have faez , so i dont need you anymore , you just like fuckin stupid man
hmm , sory to say , what goes around comes around right ?
haha , im ready to face it , but you ? go to hell first ;)

faez ,
pls keep your word baby ,cause im really love you right now
and i dont want to lost you :((
ill keep my word , and you , pls keep your word too
iloveyou sayang <33

loly and famy ,
thanks wehh , aku engt aku dah hilang korang
aku sayang korang la wehh , hishh
jgn tgl kan aku okayyyyyyyy -.-
grr , and jgn buat mcm hari tu , tu
mcm sial je aku rasa , hmm :((

era ,
sory weh , i cant forgive you , you too much okay ?
its hard for me to forgive you ,
maybe one day , but not now :)
yes , i admit , im missin you too , tapi benci aku kat kau lagi kuat ,
so , go to hell bitch :)

school ,
2 mggu cuti , yeay !!
then ,next week masuk skola baru -_____-"
omg !! papa , benti kan pika skola je kan senang ?
ta payah pindah sana , pindah sini
bosan ler -.-

omg ! *crying

sumpah aku niat nak tolong je weh :((
tapi tak sangka sampai cam nie , lepas sorang , sorang mmbe aku bla
teruk sangat ke aku ?
YA ALLAH !!!!!!!!
sumpah aku ta tahan weh ,
omg !!!
someone pls hellp me :((
i really need someone right now :((

saba win :)

Lina Amalina February 21 at 1:47am Report
wei, pepek busuk. kau ni same jeh mcm bff kau ape si winwin tuh? haha setahu aku loserloser ade lah. pelacooo cam kau ni, esh --" x phm aku. dah lah curang smpai 3 org. yg sorang lagi tuh ape eh? mak jahit baju rumah x de pagar? haha miskin betul. ish3. then ape lagi eh? bapak perogol then kawin bini lagi satu? ahahaha! aku x tawu. aku main reka jeh . kalau betul upssss sory syg

ini dah lebih la weh :)

sayang , wake up wake up !!

last night he spoiled my mood until i cried ,
but this morning , i wake up with big smile because of him
haha , iloveyou sayangg <33

oh cloudddddd :D

faez mintak couple , hahaha , gila happy , then i said , I DO ! hahaha
baby , this time you mintak , i wont let you down ,
sbb you salu happy kan i , takan i nak buat you down kan ,
i pon dah lama tunggu you mintak lagi act , haha , iloveyou sayang <33

the date - 19022010
times - 5.35 pm
day - friday

love to be with you sayang <33
i'll keep your word sayangg
iloveyou <3333333333333333

thanks to najen

thanks babe sbb pujuk faez kua , you nak coklat eh ?
hahaha . tunggu i ada duet i bg you coklat , ahahha
thanks again

and to faez <3
thanks bie , you busy pon you sanggup kua meet i ,
then najen ckp you sepatut nya gi amek lesen , but then tak jadi sbb you kua then balik lmbat sbb tmn i
thanks and sory sayang ,
iloveyou <3

pelik

faez and winwin

w ; you , qush tau ke pasal kita
f ; haa ? tatahu kot

w ; tatao ? tapi td time i dtg , i ada jumpa dia , then dai tanya , weh pakwe kau mana , faez ,
f ; haa , yeke , ajen bgtao kot ,

w ; yeke , tape lah .. . .

agak pelik lah en , setahu i en cloud , najen ckp jgn heboh2 pasal i ngn faez nie , weirdo -.-"

ouch ;p

dia mintak couple duh cloud , hahaha
nak tanak nak tanak ?
mesti lah nak kan ?
tapi da lah , malas nak couple :)
so now win , you just need to find a way how to postpone it forever
hahahaha

right !! :D

hey cloud

i got something to tell you

first , i love faez so much right now
second , i miss my moment with najen
third , i miss ayed so much and i still loving him ,

thats all , thanks

<3

morning , haha, act afternoon

he spoiled my wake up mood lah , but then he said sory ,
haha , ok :)
*iloveyou

nanite

nite cloud :*

helo cloud

im single :)

monday 15.2.2010

morning cloud :)

i miss him lah cloud ,
you know who right ?
hahah :D
*love love love

sayang :)

goodnight cloud :* , i love you

* love love love

yes ! him ! hahaha
i love your smile faez
and you make me smile when im down
love youu :*
thanks for today baby
i'll never forget , my great valentine's day :)

*yang paling taleh lupa time nie ,
he said he wanna take care of me , haha *ayat lebih you en ? dush
haha

<3

NO NEED LAHH

ta payah nak sweet talker ngn aku eh faker ?
go to hell lah

*middle finger

smile :)

tarik balik latest post yang "ILOVEYOU" to
tq :)

***z

too many cabaran today sayang ,
but i can tempuhi sbb dia ,
he make me laughed all the day :)
i love him ,
he make me smile , eventhough there's lot of things i should think
he cheer me up when my day going down
thanks babe :)

:'(

mulamula i engt dorg just coment je cloud ,
yes , i ngaku , i pk bukan2 , i pk yang "dia" bg numb
kat "r" , but i tolak suma tu , sbb i tao , dia mesti ta bagi punya.
but then , smlm "r" coment i , but dia da off , then pg nie dia on
dia coment ngn i , dia ckp yang "a" ckp , bla bla bla
then dia ckp "i kesian kat dia"

wtf ! kau kau kesian kat dia asal couple seminggu je bodoh ?
hmm , then i tanya "A" you ym text ke coment , dia ckp text ,
OH MY GOODIEE !!!
sumpah i tekejut gila cloud :|
i engt apa yang i pk tu suma salah , rupanya betul
i trust him so much cloud :'(
hmm , gadogadogado , dia ckp "i'll go"
hmm , ok just go sayangg :')
its happy for you kan ?
goodbye :")

hmm

hmm , cloud :(
im crying right now ,
tatao lah cemana nak ckp cloud
sumpah i ta sangka gila
i thought today is the best day
but im totally wrong
smlm i baru ok kan cloud ?
smlm i baru dapat happy sekejap
mlm i nanges balik , and now im crying again
its hurt cloud :(
its too hurt :'(

da lah , you dont need me anymore ,
just goo :'(

last night :)

ym dengan andri !! , hahahha
and gamba nie paling aku suka ,
sebab dia try gigit bibir , kononkonon seksi ,
tapi ta jadi , hahahaha

*iloveyou andri \m/ *oliver sykes

happy valentine's day cloud :*

chocolate roses ,
hope you like it cloud sayang :)

morning story for today :)

celik bijik mata , tgk fone , haha , ada msg dari yana n sunshine *si bodoh
lepas tu sesema -.-" *again :|

mama pon bangun , today i tido ngn mama sebab abg azhar tido rumah
then , lepas bangun kan i seseme , patu mama tanya ,

m ; sedih lagi ke ayed kene tikam ?
p ; sedih lahh

hahah , teruk lah mama , grr ,
then send msg kat sunshine

w ; morning stupid :)

lalala , patu bangun , turun bawah , on lap top ,
tgk cermin , naik balik cakap ngan mama

w ; ma , hari nie pika nak gi jumpa ayed
m ; ai , cepat nya baik

w ; nak gi jumpa dia kat hospital :)
m ; hahaha

*grrr -____-"

-end of the story-

iloveyou cloud :*

sunday 14.2.10 *gong xi fa chai & valentine's day

MORNING BABY :*

my baby :)

happy valentine's day to you cloud
and happy chinese new year
GONG XI FA CHAI :D

good night my baby :*

*lovelovelove

cloud :(

mood i baru nak ok cloud ,
ttbe pompan tu coment i ,
i bg tao "dia" cita cita cita
dia gelak2 , nampak sangat yang i cita tu betul
hmm :(
what to do kan cloud
the time will come :'(
oh god :|

*heart broken

*middle finger !!

on myspace . .
ada coment , bukak ,
OMGGGGG !!!
pahal minah nie coment i ???

r ; heyy win , gf ayedd kan ?
w ; oh ya , why ?

watta F (!)

OH perempuan , kau tatao ke aku menyampah ngan kau ?
yang kau coment aku pahal ?
a'ah , aku gf ayed , asal ? ta puaty ,
aku tau lah bf aku sayang kau lagi kann ,
sampai dia jeles kau ngn wawan . *double middle finger for youu -_-"


*dah lahh , kalau korang "saling sayang menyayangi , cinta mencintai" korang couple jela balik ok :)
bf i tu tga carik girl yang boleh buat dia hapyy , ok ? ta paya nak pecah kan otak aku , pk pasal korang
baik korang couple , aku ta paya pk pape , ok ? deal ?
hmm :)

again :|

cloud :'(
im crying again , nie dah kali ke 3 untuk hari ni cloud ,
tapi yang nie , lain sikit sbb dia ,
do you wanna know the story cloud ?

hmm , beginning of this story is like this

tgh update blog , zet zet , msg masuk dari "sunshine" , tgh hapy plus feeling tulis blog
pasal "iloveyou" tuh , ttbe jeh , si mangkuk ayun nie msg , you i kena cucuk ngn pisau , omg ! seriously
time tu ta caya , then dia ckp , i ta ngarot ok , si gigi tu tcucuk pisau kat perut i , then i mula la en
panik tatao nak buat apa , then teringat time ajen accident dulu , hmm :|
mcm2 i tanya , last dia jwb , i maenmaen jelah , omg ! punya lah i bengang ,
then yang kua dari mulut i "ee , babi lah nak nanges"
da lah ckp dpn mama , mama pon pndang , then air mata i mengalir , haha,
mama tanya , asal , i jwb , tada pape then gelak2 menanges , wuu , sumpah ta tahan
"you tao tak i risau gila bila you ckp cam tu , i risau sampai i ta caya langsung , i almost nak suruh abg i hanta i pegi hospital sbb nak tgk u , ee pls lah , jgn buat i risau lagi ok ?"
agak lama lah menanges en , mama ta habis2 tanya , then mama tanya , kau msg ngn sapa , ayed lahh,
dengan air mata tak leh behenti , mama tanya , asal ? dia dah tanak ngn kau ke , i ckp lah , tak lahh , lain , dengan sambil menanges i pon cerita kat mama , dari a sampai z , boleh pulak mama gelakgelak , orang tga nanges , mama nie -.-"
then mama ckp "itu pon nak nanges" then i jwb "mestilah , teruk oh"
hmm , geram tak terkata , kena maki hamun si mangkuk ayun tu , padan muka , huu

*-__-"

happy :)

im watching shinchan right now ,
haha ;p

miss you cloud <3

cloud sayang :)

good evening cloud :)

let it stop

dia ta paham pape then dia cakap benda pelik
what the F (!)

-___-"

good afternoon cloud ;)

i feel much better than before
after i nanges and cerita suma benda kat you cloud :)
oh cloud , i love you :*

GRR

STOP VIEWING MY BLOG LAHH (!)

crying again :'(

oh cloud , can i die ?
plsss GOD ! take my life :((
and let me die :'((

suma orang tatao apa i rasa , then dorang tuduh i mcm2 , ckp i mcm2
ckp i menipu , oh cloud , im crying right now ,
sumpah ta tahan gila cam nie cloud :'(
first "dia" ckp i mcm2 , padahal dia tatao pape yang i rasa ,
then sekarang , papa i pulak i ckp i menipuu ,
i cakap apa yang i rasa , i ta pena tipu dorang ok ,
kalau i tipu pon bersebab , hmm , tah lahh , i need someone cloud :(
i can't stand it anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!!!

hmm , what should i do cloud ?

dia cakap dia da ta tahan , dia cakap i dah lain ,
i lain pon sbb dia yang mula kan dulu , kalau dia ta cakap
"imy" dekat "Ex" dia tuh , tada i lain cam nie cloud , serius ,
and sebab tu jugak , i pgl bie kat laki lain , and cakap rindu lah apa lah kat laki lain
suma sebab 1 perkataan yang dia cakap kat ex dia ,
kalau dia ta cakap , for sure i takan berubah sampai cam nie , bila i ada mood nak layan dia ,
i akan teringat balik apa yang dia ckp kat ex dia , and itu membuat kan i terus tada mood ,
no one know how much i love him cloud , and i know , dia mesti engt i dah ta sayang dia ,
let it be , lepas i dah nak ok , ttbe i on ms , bukak page dia , ZOMG !
sumpah terkejut gila apa yang dia tulis kat page dia ,
itu lagi lahh , ayat ayat dia sumpah buat i dah putus asa ngan dia cloud ,
i rasa mcm , selama i couple ngn dia , i memang ta guna , i mcm tada makna pape time couple ngn dia
bayang kan lah bila dia ckp , hm . forget it cloud , its too hurt for me ,
when he said like that , hmm , dlm hati i "you carik jelah girl yang better than i sayang , pls hate me, and jgn marah bila i buat perangai , lagi bagus you benci i then you carik girl lain, you dah ta tahan ngn i kan ?"
hmm, how sad i am cloud , kalau di ikut kan hati , i rasa mcm nak . . hmm
tapi i can't cloud , hmm , tah lahh , susah nya nak terang kan yang nie cloud ,
bia la i tau sorang jeh ,

second story ,

. . . . . . . . . . .second story. . . . . . . . . .

time tgh online , ttbe jeh mama tanya . . .

m ; dek , kau dah ta kawan ngan pakwe kau ke ?
p ; haa , tada lah asal ?

m ; yelah , salu kau gayut ngan dia
p ; dia busy lah mama ,

m ; haa , tah tah dia ada awek lain , salu nya laki cam tu lah , ada awek lain patu cakap busy lah apa lah ,
p ; hmm , tada lahh , dia kan keje , takan nak msg call suma , mama nak tgk pika gayut ngan dia salu ke ?

m ; tada lah , salu kau gayut ngn dia jerit2 suma
p ; hahah , mana ada ,

dalam hati
*masing-masing dah berubah mama :)*

-second story tamat-

morning story for you cloud :)

first story ,
bangun dengan air mata , i can't stand it anymore lah cloud :((
and then , ttbe loly call

w ; hello
l ; win , kau kat mana ?

w ; rumah lahh , kenapa ?
l ; kau pegi ampang tak ?

w ; haa , buat apa ?
l ; futsal lah , pegi tak ?

w ; oh tak lahh , asal ?
l ; alaa win , pegi lahhh , aku ta cukup orang duhh

w ; aduh , aku tatao bole pegi ke tak duh , bape orang lagi ta cukup ?
l ; ala win jgn la cam nie duh , jap jap , "weh , bape orang lagi ta cukup ?" *loly tanya membe dia, haa , kalau kau ada 5 orang lah , cukup lahh

w ; hmm, aku ta comfirm lah duhh , nanti aku cal kau balik , pukul berapa ?
l ; ala , pls duhh , japp "weh , start pukul berapa ?" *loly tanya mmbe dia lagi , hmm , 1030 dah start dahh

w ; tgk lah nanti , ta comfirm duhh , nanti aku cal kau lah
l ; pls duh winn , k lahh , byee

tut tut tut tut

then , mama pika nak pegi futsal , plss ,

m ; ta bole
p ; laa , asal ta bole ? dorg ta cukup org lah ,

m ; kau tanya la papa , kalau dia bg
p ; mama bagi ke tak ?

m ; kalau papa bg mama bg lahh
p ; papa kat mana ?

m ; mana aku tau
p ; -_________-"

. . . . . .

tet tet tet tet tet tet tet tet tet tet
tut tut . . . tut tut . . . tut tut . . . tut tut . . .
(angkat lah papa *grr)

pp ; hello
p ; helo paa , pika nak gi maen futsal kat ampang bole ?

pp ; ta paya ,
p ; alaaa , mama bg , dorg ta cukup orang lahh , dorg ada competition , ta cukup orang , boleh lahh

pp ; kaki adek kan sakit
p ; ala sikit jehh

pp ; ta payah lahh
p ; hmm tape lahh

tut tut tut tut tut tut . . .

air mata pon mengalirr (T.T)

texting loly . . . .
w ; "sory la loly , bapak aku ta bg duh , sbb kaki aku ta ok lagi ,
kalau aku ta jatuh hari tu , mesti aku boleh pegi duh , sory ah"
l ; "ala ala , sedih nye , kau je harapan aku bie , tlg lah , suma membe aku balik kampung duh"

w ; "aku dah pujuk bapak aku dah , dia ta bg , kalau tak aku dah pegi dah"
l ; "ala nie nak nanges nie , hm "

w ; "eh, ta payah la nanges , kau nie"

. . . . . . . . . msg ta di balas. . . . . . . .. . .

-first story dah tamattt -

saturday 13.2.10

morning cloudd :D

<3 <3 <3

if you can hear this , you will smile forever :)

farra leeyana ;
4 years today you've gone sayang
no one would be like you to me
every single of them just the same
i know im too much differ
and im sorry..
i wish you always wth me
i know im going to be hurt again, wat a sad
hmm al - fatihah for you

he gave this to you :)

my GOD ! :'(

pls sent someone , who can understands me :'(
i just need that person :(
too many problem you gave me ,
i can't stand on my own feet :(

my apology :)

sory if after this i won't say i love you and i miss you to you anymore ,
it take time for me after you said like that :)
you can judge me , you can say everything what you like
you can think nicely or badly at me ,
cause you already know , no one better than "her"
and I'M NOT "HER"
and i won't try to be like "her" ,
cause i am what i am ,
if you have bad eyes at me , then it points you forever ,
and if you view me well , it will otherwise.
sorry i'm not the perfect one like "her"
thanks baby ,
firstly , you said that i like all of your ex girlfriend ,
then now , you compare me with your late girlfriend :)
like you said "no one would be like you to me
every single of them just the same , i wish you always with me"
hmm , i feel that i'm not useful at you when you say so ,
but that is the fact right sayang ?
so , why don't you try to find girl like "her" ?
i'm sick all of this . . . .


thanks a lot bie ;')

my blog :)

she's name is cloud ,
clouds sometimes bright, sometimes cloudy ,
so, i gave the name because mark my joy and sorrow :)

i will always love you cloud ,
and i know , you will always besides me to share all of my tears
love love love <3

boyfriend

briefly,
if you don't need me anymore, open your mouth and say ,
because i know , you're not happy with me right baby ?
i'm sorry i'm not the good one for you as your late girlfriend :)
and i'm sorry i'm not the perfect one.
you can find another one who can make you happy ,
with a light heart i'll let you go , as long as you happy with another :)

last words ,
sorry for all my mistake :)

iloveyou :')

about me :(

yes i know I'm different now, I'm changing day by day, my friends and my boyfriend doesn't like me anymore, they don't love me anymore like before, when my friends avoiding from me, i just ok, cause i know i still have my boyfriend to share my tears, but I'm totally wrong, cause he also will go from me :( how sad i am right ? after this , i will share my tears with my own self , no one will understands me , eventhough i need someone to understand me, hm,

what im suppose to do ? i dont have anybody :( im alonee, yes, i admit that i always alone

SMK Puteri Titiwangsa

SMK Lembah Keramat was my old school, my new school is SMK Puteri Titiwangsa,
bole bayang kan tak ? dari form 1 until form 3 skola campo, ttbe masuk suma girls,
haha, naseb skola tu ok la budakbudak dia, gedik bajet tu suma skola ade kan, tapi,
aku ta pena lagi nmpk budak bajet hot, budak cheer pon ok jeh, ta bajet2, ada yang
sakai pulak tuh, haha, klaka jehh, ok, first day school was just ok, second day school
pulak, ada merentas desa, omg ! gila sakit hati aku ta dpt lari betul2, kalau nak di ikut
kan aku boleh dapat mata n tempat bawah 50 lahh, tapi di sebabkan aku ikot budak gemok
bangsat tuh, aku ta dpt point and last manusia yang sampai, macam sial right ? grr
kau gemokk, memang tada hati nak kurus ke haa ? da lah aku cerita lain, kau pegi buat
cerita lain sampai 1 kelas tahu, babi lah kau, kau tatahu ke aku budak baru ? kau engt
aku budak baru senang2 kau boleh pijak ah ? kau pk aku mcm suma pompan dari skola tu lah ?
pls lah wehh,kalau kau engt aku cam tu memang kau salah, kalau kau dah lebih sgt,
kau tunggu jeh apa aku buat, keramat ngn titiwangsa tu ta jaoh duhh, haishh, third day school,
hari sabtu, skola ganti -.-" ta blaja sgt pon, but that day memang aku senyap ta bercakap,
idk why, maybe sbb rindu mmbe2 lama aku kot, and my old stupid school, haha
ok isnin ada persaraan datin, aku ta pegi sebab ta bole -.-" hahaha, then esok tu pegi skola
wahh, boleh lahh, masa pagi tu sumpah gila nak tuka skola, ttbe lepak ngn mmbe baru pulak en,
dorang punya perangai, wahh, lebih kurang la ngn aku, cuma aku social sikit dari dorg,
ada membe dorg minum pon dorang dag mcm -_______-" , today is my hari kelima, hmm
today agak best, and aku da mula bergaul ngn budakbudak kelas, belaja pon da ok,
and more friens i got, tah pasal, pompan gemok uh, touching ngn aku en, hmm, lantak kau
lah, ada aku kesah ? kau dah heboh kan 1 clas pasal aku, kau nak marah2 aku rapat ngn
org lain, gaul ngn org lain ? aku punya hidup aku punya suka lah, kau sape nak tentu tentu kan weh ?
pls lahh, aku ta suka org tentu kan hidup aku ok ? apa aku nak buat bia kan, even benda tu salah or what,
ada aku kesah ? aku suka sendiri, aku nyesal sendiri, hishh, bila aku nak pinda skola nie wehh ?

frenziee :|

yes ! many people talk is a friend forever, friends are always difficult when there besides us, but not all so. da lahh, ta guna cakap kalau orang tatao apa tujuan kita kan ? lebih baik hidup sendiri dari hidup berkawan even kadang2 orang cakap friends forever, benda tu memang la betul kan, tapi bukan suma kawan, takan lahh, kawan yang suka boco kan rahsia kita, cita mcm2 belakang kita, buat cerita pasal kita, kutuk benda ta betul pasal kita, kita buat friend forever kan ?
hmm, I confess that I always try to be the best friend , but no one that I think so. what to do. so, from now on, korang buat hal korang aku buat hal aku, ok ?

true friend ?

- coming soon , maybe